Ive been listening to a lot of r and b lately. Mainly jodeci-knockin the boots and keith sweat-nobody. I made out with this girl for 2.7 itune hours to all of the r and b that I just downloaded. Im about to graduate from art school...almost everyone in my department thinks I am a really great artist, my thesis teacher, eve laramee doesn't think I can write. She says that my artist statement wont cut it in the real world. I think shes an idiot most of the time and that makes me hate her art. I have been wearing a duck sweatshirt and red fleece hat for a few weeks now...its easy to get girls wearing these things, lets see how long they think its hot....wont it get old? Its been a few weeks, and at least once a day someone says either I like your shirt or I love your hat. Im not an asshole, im just confused, and in an attempt to find a solution to the, who am I/where am I going problem I am acting in a variety of ways. One of which is not caring, it feels good. I see why famous artists don't have time for people. They are above us and I think that's okay. Should I get with Nadine, brandy, Katie, Karen, micela, Erica...I don't think I could get with Erica for some reason.